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I saw this movie for the first time a few days ago, and have yet to stop thinking about it. I found it to be extremely well-filmed, and very powerful in its message. I loved the montages that were created for various actions in the movie; for when a character would shoot up a montage of images of the process of shooting up would be shown, rather than the gruesome act of injecting a needle into one’s arm, and the same was done for cocaine use. This creative way of portraying drug use made the act seem far more artistic and interesting, and less dangerous than it is. In addition to the way that drug use was portrayed, I was very impressed with the camera angles used when each of the characters were faced with a frightening or deeply emotional situation. When being chased by the police after a drug-related shooting, or after using sex to get money for drugs, the camera focused closely on the character’s face. This technique demonstrated the emotions of each character with incredible intensity and made the film very powerful.                 In addition to the manner in which the film was created, the plot was incredible as well. It demonstrates our ignorance as consumers, for we are willing to take whatever is given to us with question. Sara Goldberg, the older woman taking “diet pills”, expressed this sentiment when her son questioned her about what she was taking. She said that she did not know what was in the pills or what she was taking, nor should she have to care because they had been prescribed to her by a doctor. She did not care what she was doing to her body, so long as she continued to get the desired effect. However, when her weight loss slowed as she became accustomed to the drugs, she took matters into her own hands, which lead to her downfall. This message is extremely powerful, for it deals with many pressing matters that face today’s society. She was dealing with the issue of weight loss, so that she could look attractive for her television debut. The most tragic part of this story is the fact that she wanted nothing more than to share with the world the few small joys in her life, and the world did not care. The doctors and attendants in the hospital where she eventually landed did not listen to her ramblings, because they assumed that she was just another crazy person. It is this lack of feeling, communication, and interest in one another that will eventually tear our society apart.                 This movie is fantastic and I’m sure I will find more to appreciate when I watch it again. I assumed that it was a fairly new film, but it was made in 2000. Where have I been for the past seven years?

I saw this movie for the first time a few days ago, and have yet to stop thinking about it. I found it to be extremely well-filmed, and very powerful in its message. I loved the montages that were created for various actions in the movie; for when a character would shoot up a montage of images of the process of shooting up would be shown, rather than the gruesome act of injecting a needle into one’s arm, and the same was done for cocaine use. This creative way of portraying drug use made the act seem far more artistic and interesting, and less dangerous than it is. In addition to the way that drug use was portrayed, I was very impressed with the camera angles used when each of the characters were faced with a frightening or deeply emotional situation. When being chased by the police after a drug-related shooting, or after using sex to get money for drugs, the camera focused closely on the character’s face. This technique demonstrated the emotions of each character with incredible intensity and made the film very powerful.

                In addition to the manner in which the film was created, the plot was incredible as well. It demonstrates our ignorance as consumers, for we are willing to take whatever is given to us with question. Sara Goldberg, the older woman taking “diet pills”, expressed this sentiment when her son questioned her about what she was taking. She said that she did not know what was in the pills or what she was taking, nor should she have to care because they had been prescribed to her by a doctor. She did not care what she was doing to her body, so long as she continued to get the desired effect. However, when her weight loss slowed as she became accustomed to the drugs, she took matters into her own hands, which lead to her downfall. This message is extremely powerful, for it deals with many pressing matters that face today’s society. She was dealing with the issue of weight loss, so that she could look attractive for her television debut. The most tragic part of this story is the fact that she wanted nothing more than to share with the world the few small joys in her life, and the world did not care. The doctors and attendants in the hospital where she eventually landed did not listen to her ramblings, because they assumed that she was just another crazy person. It is this lack of feeling, communication, and interest in one another that will eventually tear our society apart.

                This movie is fantastic and I’m sure I will find more to appreciate when I watch it again. I assumed that it was a fairly new film, but it was made in 2000. Where have I been for the past seven years?

Dec
12th
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The Lovely Christmas Season

I hate Christmas. I’ve never really been a big fan of the season, and the events of the past year have pushed me over the edge. I hate the decorations (lights left on all night to make a house look like it has fake icicles hanging from the roof is a waste electricity), I hate the obnoxious commercials and the fuel that the media adds to the fire by covering stories about Black Friday (one of the most disgusting phenomenon of American culture) and the increase in sales of the newest item that everyone must have, I hate the rows of trees that are slaughtered each year so they can be propped up in someone’s living room for two weeks before they’re thrown out to the curb, I hate that people constantly try to remind us of the religious aspect of the holiday (it’s a lost cause, no one cares about anything but the packages with their names on the tags) and I hate the fake Christmas spirit that everyone seems to feel the need to portray. Donating a can of soup to a food pantry does not make you a good person. Giving 12 cents in change to the person on the corner ringing the Salvation Army bell does not atone for the other 11 months of the year that you completely ignore everything that is taking place in the world. This holiday is nothing more than an excuse for people to be greedy and, of course, drink. Everyone loves the company Christmas party because it’s an excuse to celebrate, in the name of Christmas, of course.

The entire month of December has been destroyed for me because it is consumed by Christmas. I can think of nothing else when I think about the final month of the year, because the entire month is spent shopping for gifts amidst the surging crowd of greedy consumers on a crusade for the cheapest price, or carefully makings plans for Christmas day that will satisfy the branches of family and friends, and not offend anyone by spending too little time with them, or attempting to frantically finish both work and schoolwork that must be completed before Christmas arrives. December is nothing more than a time for everyone to stress out about every aspect of their lives, and I can’t say that I enjoy such an activity.

The days and weeks that follow Christmas are also unpleasant because during this time everyone comes down from their Christmas high, and the cold, dreary weather is no longer charming; when Christmas ends the charm of winter is gone. The ideas of Christmas cheer and goodwill towards men vanish with the massive amounts of wasted wrapping paper, leaving behind nothing but disappointment that the holiday did not go perfectly according to plan, or simply that next Christmas is an entire year away.

The consumerism that consumes this season is nothing more than an excuse for people to greedily demand gifts and for people to spent inordinate amounts of money. Despite the many unpleasant facts about Christmas, people continue to love it and cherish it, and I’m sure this season will only continue to grow as an excuse for people to act in ways that contradict the ways they act during the other 11 months of the year.   

Dec
5th
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An online advertisement on the side of a webpage:”I’m so happy I could crybut I’m a guy” Why does the world insist on perpetuating such blatant sexist attitudes? What is the point of such advertising schemes? Sears really could not think of any other way to attract customers, other than appealing to the “manliness” of men? We constantly complain about the problems of sexism and racism and speculate as to why they continue to plague our society, and yet we allow the media to demonstrate such horrible ideas? Such behavior is foolish and will continue to poison our society for as long as we allow them.   

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http://flickr.com/photos/latitudes/93236033/I came across this photo when working on the weathermap project. This little girl is probably the most adorable thing I have ever seen in my life and her eyes have been haunting me since I saw this picture weeks ago. I think it’s the way that the photo was taken that makes it so amazing….it just somehow manages to perfectly portray the innocence and opportunity of childhood.  Also, she is a beautiful child. I wonder if her parents, or whoever posted this photo on flickr know that I’m writing about her right now? I suppose there is very little way for them to know, which makes me wonder how they would feel if they were to know that some stranger is writing about their child on a blog. Perhaps if they were to know how many people have seen their little girl’s picture on the internet, they would be more careful and selective in what they display online. Or perhaps they posted this photo with the intention of showing her off, and want as many people as possible to see her… many people have posted comments on this photo on flickr, and maybe that’s what her parents want. I also can’t help but wonder what this little girl will be doing with her life. What will happen to her? And where in her life will she be when she looks back on this photo? Will she look back on this in an album on the day of her graduation from high school? On her last night at home before she begins her freshman year of college? Or will her parents look back at this photo at her funeral? Such a beautiful little girl…it’s almost frightening to know that there is no certainty in her life whatsoever.

http://flickr.com/photos/latitudes/93236033/

I came across this photo when working on the weathermap project. This little girl is probably the most adorable thing I have ever seen in my life and her eyes have been haunting me since I saw this picture weeks ago. I think it’s the way that the photo was taken that makes it so amazing….it just somehow manages to perfectly portray the innocence and opportunity of childhood.  Also, she is a beautiful child. I wonder if her parents, or whoever posted this photo on flickr know that I’m writing about her right now? I suppose there is very little way for them to know, which makes me wonder how they would feel if they were to know that some stranger is writing about their child on a blog. Perhaps if they were to know how many people have seen their little girl’s picture on the internet, they would be more careful and selective in what they display online. Or perhaps they posted this photo with the intention of showing her off, and want as many people as possible to see her… many people have posted comments on this photo on flickr, and maybe that’s what her parents want. I also can’t help but wonder what this little girl will be doing with her life. What will happen to her? And where in her life will she be when she looks back on this photo? Will she look back on this in an album on the day of her graduation from high school? On her last night at home before she begins her freshman year of college? Or will her parents look back at this photo at her funeral? Such a beautiful little girl…it’s almost frightening to know that there is no certainty in her life whatsoever.

Nov
14th
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Weathermap of Feeling - 2 Weeks of Data

The other weathermaps that I saw seemed to portray patterns oppostite those that I found in my own map. After viewing other’s maps, I heard that the other creators found it easier to come up with demonstrations of happiness than sadness. When searching the news headlines and image sites like flickr.com for both emotions, she said that each day she found more headlines and images with the word “happy” in the headline that she did of the word “sad”. I found this to be very interesting, because in my own data collection I found the opposite. When I searched the news headlines for sad things, each day there was an endless list of tragic events to chose from. I found it very interesting that tragedy outweighs happiness and joy so greatly each day in the news; it seems to prove that this nation fixates on the horror of the world, rather than the postive things that happen each day. The other weathermap that I saw also tracked the weather of each day that she collected data from. I found this to be interesting as well, though each day seemed to be fairly nice out and such weather patterns seemed to have little effect on the other patterns of the data.

    In my own data collection, I focused on the emotions happy and sad in terms of the events that take place in the daily lives of individuals. I have always been amazed by the way that one individual, or family can be celebrating a joyous occasion, such as a wedding or the birth of a child, while another individual or family suffer the most painful grief of a death. Based on this idea, I focused my data collection on happy events, such as weddings, engagement and birth announcements, and the small joys that are a part of daily life, and sad events such as death, obituaries, murders, natural disastors, and other things that disrupt daily life and cause incredible pain to those they effect. Each day I felt the joy of the people celebrating their 50th wedding anniversaries, or the birth of their first child, or the frosting-smeared smile on the face of a child at her first birthday party. Then I would look for death, and tragedy, which were far easier to find. Stories of brutal murders, serial killers, house fires that leave three or four dead, car accidents and robberies filled the screen, and as I read each one I was fasinated by the grief that each of these events must have caused. A house fire that left two college students dead must have shaken the families of those students to the core; such an unexpected horrible loss must have shock everyone who knew those students and disrupted their daily lives. 

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26th
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An Adventure in Poughkeepsie

Main Street

 Poughkeepsie, NY

Tuesday September 25, 5:56

 

I must preface this with a confession. I did not follow the assignment exactly as it was given, though I feel my method achieved the same outcome as any other would have. I drove up Main Street and parked in a space on the street, and spend about ten minuets observing everything I was able to see from where I was parked; the traveled up the street a bit and did the same. My observations are as follows:

 

I’m parked next to a bridal shop with the name “Mary H. Abdoo & You” printed above it in large script. Under that sign there is another that says “Mary’s Bridal Shop.” The windows of the shop contain two mannequins, a smiling brunette and a redhead with a pensive and passive expression. Both are dressed in lacey white wedding dresses and gloves. The shop next to it has a few signs in the windows, all of which are stenciled and faded, and look as though they have been hanging there for many years. One says “NURSES UNIFORMS,” and a set of two separate signs hung together say “COLD SODA WATER ¢ 75” and “COFFEE ¢ 50.” The actual name of the store, EXPRESS, is declared above the windows in large white lettering. A large yellow sign with red lettering hangs above the door on the shop to the left of that one, declaring Thrifty Check Cashing. A large SUV pulls into the spot in front of me and two college age girls get out. One is carrying a large purple bag and the other is wearing a flowing tan skirt. They cross the street and walk up the sidewalk out of my sight. Across the street, a man with a very large stomach and very little hair and a thin woman in a white dress walk down the sidewalk in the direction I’m facing. Upon first glance I see them both quickly and my mind blurs the two of them into one pregnant man, no idea how that happens. A very loud motorcycle comes down the road then and makes me jump. The motorcyclist is wearing all black, which matches his bike, except for a bright green shirt that is slightly longer than his jacket. I continue to observe the opposite side of the street, and see a man wearing a black burette backwards and a woman with dark hair and glasses sitting on the curb of the sidewalk, partially obscured by a black car with a very flat finish. The two seem to be deep in conversation, though I thought I saw the man look at me as I watched them. I look past them to the large, clean, white building behind them and notice the title “Wellcare Health Plans” on a maroon awning above the first floor of the building.  My eyes follow the awning, which spans the entire building, and read “The Plaza Kafé” and “City Footwear” further down the street. The corners of the building are curved and it looks much cleaner than the opposite side of the street. My attention is drawn back to the side of the street on which I am parked and I notice a sign that says EMERGENCY SNOW ROUTE in red lettering, and includes a large blue snowflake. A woman, who I assumed to be a mother, and two young boys walk down the sidewalk, the woman looks annoyed and the boys seem absorbed in the very animated conversation they are having. A young woman passes them on the sidewalk, walking in the opposite direction and talking on a cell phone while eating. She seems oblivious to what is happening around her and quite carefree. Down the sidewalk a bit there is another shop, with a table set up in front of it. There is a plastic sign hanging from the awning of the shop advertising WDST 100.1 and a man sits at the table. He is wearing headphones and a white hat, and another man wearing a white shirt with a bright red cast on his arm walks up to the table to speak to the first man. They seem to be friends, or at least know one another. The same girl who had walked by earlier now walks by in the opposite direction, still talking on her phone but no longer eating. A man with a very long, dark beard rides by on a bicycle that has a small black crate attached to the back. Attached to that crate is a fairly large American flag, which waves in the breeze created by the man’s movement down the sidewalk. Once more I turn my attention to the opposite side of the street, where a large mural of storefronts is painted on the side of a building. There are 7 storefronts altogether all of which are vividly painted. Perhaps they were part of the “Beautify Poughkeepsie” project?

                At this point, I drove up the street a few minutes and found a new place to park. Here, I got out of the car and walked around a bit to observe. The first thing I saw was a large white sign in the window of a building titled The Sandbar in large gold letters. The sign said “FOR RENT: new studio 800.00 mo/  1 bedroom 900.00 mo /Office 15000 sq ft 1100.00 mo. A & K Smoke Shop / Gift Shop was located a bit down the road, it looked to be cluttered and full of random things. On the left of that shop was 911>Uniform, the shop itself had a large gate over the windows and the windows were dark. I crossed the street and noticed some law offices, a restaurant called The Artist’s Palate, a glance inside revealed artwork on the walls and a bar made of dark stained wood. Near that restaurant was a coffee shop; Muddycup Coffee House. The door was open and it was filled with overstuffed and well-loved chairs and couches. The walls displayed various pieces of art, all of which were for sale. Near this shop was another establishment, which looked to be a business. A printed paper sign in the window declared “One Stop Shop for Starting Your Own Business”.  Nearby a large plastic sign hung over the entire front of a building declaring “Restoring the Image of Poughkeepsie / 319 Main Street / Office Space Available”.  The sign itself was tattered and ripped, which was rather ironic, considering its message. At this point I began to walk back to my car, when I first heard, then saw a man with an empty shopping cart walking down the sidewalk toward me. I crossed the street, back to my car, where I continued to observe for a few more minutes.

                A large, black, very clean car drove by me, blasting rap music. I noticed a shop with a large red sign above it; in white lettering it said “La International”. A woman wearing a yellow shirt came out of the store with two children, a girl with long braided pigtails, and a boy in a stripped collared shirt. They came walking down the sidewalk toward my car, when the woman suddenly turned as if she had forgotten something and the children followed, looking slightly annoyed. Moments later, a large group of people came out of the store, and the woman with her two children reemerged. The fairly large group of people walked out of my sight, obscured by the cars in front of me but the woman and her two children stopped in front of the store. The woman was talking to a man in a green shirt, the two were gesturing and pointing, as if he was giving her directions and she was trying to understand them. The boy and girl paid no attention to the conversation between the two; they were involved in a conversation of their own. After a few moments of conversation and more gesturing, the women calls for the children and they walk down the sidewalk and cross in front of my car. They walk across the street to a black Outback, and as they do so the little girl gasps “Whoa, look at that Momma!” The woman glances up and smiles, while reaching for the little girl. She eventually puts her hand on the girls shoulder and steers her to the car, the boy follows them both. I look up, where the girl had pointed, and see the moon. It is dazzling and blindingly bright, I am shocked and in awe of its beauty. It is almost full. The three get in their car and the women pulls out into the street and drives away. After admiring the moon for a few more moments, I follow suit.

   

This entire experience was very interesting, though I wish I had been able to use a tape recorder rather than having to take notes on everything. It was strenuous and rather stressful to attempt to see everything and take note of every detail of both the people and the places. However, I found myself looking at things that I would not have paid the slightest bit of attention to otherwise. Placing this much emphasis on observation and detail at all times would be fascinating, but intellectually draining and very over stimulating.   

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The last photo. Looks like we finally remembered to restock it.Saturday, September 22, 20071:42 am

The last photo. Looks like we finally remembered to restock it.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

1:42 am

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The same fridge, a few hours later. Nothing has changed. What a boring fridge…Friday, September 21, 200712:38 pm

The same fridge, a few hours later. Nothing has changed. What a boring fridge…

Friday, September 21, 2007

12:38 pm

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The fridge in room 619.  Friday, September 21, 20077:21 AM

The fridge in room 619.

 Friday, September 21, 2007

7:21 AM

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Desk.Saturday, September 22, 20071:27 am

Desk.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

1:27 am